So in three weeks time I will be going to Washington D.C. to work at a summer camp for two month!!! Yay!

I'm really exited....!

Also, I think that things are begining to work out for me.
I don't know exactly how but it just feels that way.
I'm very optimistic today.........

Ahhhh
If anyone read my journal entry titled "Either very brave of very foolish" then that guy from that entry is about to become my new "boss" sort of....
We are on very good term and I am happy with the choice taht was made to put him as head of my unit thingy... though I can't help feeling a little weird about if for obviouse reasons....
oh well.... all will be good.

So the Jewish agency is doing this thing when they take Israeli soldiers (during service) and having them counsler Jewish summercamps in North America.
So I applyed to this thing and I found out the other day that I get to move on to the next step of the "auditions".


I'm really exited!

Also I found out that 5 other friends of mine (and some other people I know and like) are also in the running.

So it will be so awsome to have them "audition" the same day I do.


So I'm trying to think of what else I should put here.
I guess I'll just spill what's on my heart then.

I'm kinda lonely right now.....
relationship wise and friend wise.. (is it with s or z?)
It's not that I don't have friends... I do.
It's just that during the weekend when I'm home, most of my high school friends are not around anymore and my new friend live not at all next to me.... So it's hard.

I'm starting to think that my love life will be on hold forever.... I date from time to time and it usually ends afte two dates.
I try to open myself up for new relationships.... but being my own private shrink I can't help but think sometime that the reason I can't make it with anyone is because I'm pretty much locked on someone who has no idea I exist.... well he does... but not this way I think.
The worst thing... He wont disappear from my life... we live in the same very small community and I will probably get to see him around quite a lot.

So enough blabber...
Noone ever reads this anyway.

In two days time, I will be camping with friends, foes and people who I don't really know.
Strange, yes.
Imposible, NO.

Well to be perfectly clear-
It's a friend's birthday camping, and so her friends will be there. She and I have two commune friend, who will be there.
Also, there is this other girl (foe) who had her birthday about the same time as my friend, so she and her friends will be there as well.

That sums it up pretty nicely I guess.

So since I had to be at the base these past few days, I pacted this huge bag to take with me since I will be continuing straight to the camp trip... fun.

Well I know I will enjoy myself.
It's something to do at the very least.



I'm considering re-entering NaNoWriMo this year... for those of you who have never heard of it- [link]
Wish me luck!

I just really wanted to write something and I'm still trying to figure out what it is that I want to write.

I'm getting some good reviews at work... I am appriciated by my supperiors, so that's nice....
May be it's low esteem... but I sometimes feel that the good opinion of me it too high and not all justified...
I guess I have some self esteem issues....
This is good therapy.

I'm going to be a part of the next Taglit Birthright Expedition to come here to Israel, so that's nice. I like these sort of things....

I have Tourette Syndrome.
Had if for years of course... only now went for an official diagnosis, and the doctor confirmed.
I have Tourette Syndrome.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'm TICKED off!!!!!!!!

And so I am obliged to do what I am about to do.

the tagger: =ElGorgadier

Directions:
1.Write these rules.
2.Each tagged person must write 8 things about he/her-self.
3.And he/her has to write a journal about these things.
4.Finally he/her has to tag other 8 people.
5.Go to their dA's page and write they've been tagged.


I stoped biting my nails a month ago.... They ar quit long now...

I actually enjoy going to work....

I'm not photogenic.

I am not able to tan. I will be a whole day in the sun. the next day I will be burnt and the day after back to white.

I have a confession- I am addicted to facebook. And yes, I am ashamed.

I saw the love of my so far life a week ago (after not sweeing him for about a year) I felt sick at first (nerves).

When I see bugs and little lizards inside I 'save' them by taking them back to the wild.

at work I used to have some wild animals in my office (they are gone now) the Mouse was named Algernon (yes after the book) and the Geko was named Geko

So that is it.... I think that was eight.... who will I tag???

~MrMog ~rdl ~omer88 *Faintje ~ncs ~shivamd ~smady ~GutterSheep